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Dec. 9th, 2009

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Nov. 23rd, 2009

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i wish i had a REASON for feeling this way.

Nov. 4th, 2009

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 shiiit, now I feel like a douche.
but not even really, cause it was my honest opinion, I had the choice.
i voted yes

Oct. 30th, 2009

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 ahghehjuifhaosihdlvjnlvknlsjdnklfjawejoijflsknvkjanibkljhdjfhnkJNVIANDUVIANUJNnsk;jrdvna;j <-- my thoughts, exactly.

Sep. 30th, 2009

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OVER*

Sep. 20th, 2009

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went running in Evergreen cemetery and got really lost. Like I was lost for an hour. My mom was on her way to find me and I finally found the exit.
ridic.

Sep. 19th, 2009

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Sep. 18th, 2009

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I GOT AN A ON MY FIRST COLLEGE ENGLISH ESSAY.
oh man i am so so so so happy now.
gah, yes!

Aug. 30th, 2009

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ohh, i just worry too much.

Jun. 29th, 2009

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its a toddler crush :)

Jun. 2nd, 2009

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my stress levels were a little high this morning.
whoa.

May. 31st, 2009

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yup

May. 27th, 2009

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i can't wait for college.
i can't wait to move on with my life.
i love science.
i love medicine.
i love helping.
this is perfect.


(please, Nursing school, don't make me change my mind!)

May. 26th, 2009

TATTOO TUESDAY




yeah, that's right.
i love it.

(no subject)

cue sigh of relief.

May. 9th, 2009

(no subject)

i need to do my senior project but i dont waaaaannnnaaaa

Apr. 25th, 2009

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HA, you're ridiculous.
have fun.
i'm out.

(no subject)

thirteen year old girls will be the ultimate death of me.
kill me please.

Feb. 19th, 2009

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iiiiiiiiiiiiiii don't wanna go to college.
too much stress.

Jan. 19th, 2009

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SO, i know i should be studying for midterms, but found just is soo much better






Jan. 18th, 2009

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"are you in a bad mood"
"no."
"you seemed it yesterday."
"i wasn't yesterday, either way, yesterday was yesterday."
"well you seem it today too"
"i'm not."
"okay. just asking"


I HATE WHEN YOU ARE IN THIS MOOD.
gahd.
i want my voice, and my car, and mid terms to be over.

Jan. 14th, 2009

(no subject)

I just cried at the biggest loser.
hah, ooooh good stuff.

Jan. 11th, 2009

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"no, you're not and yes, you can."

sometimes, that's just all i need.

Dec. 24th, 2008

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p.s "boyfriends and girlfriends are much nicer in high school"
-Maddie.
seven year old.

Dec. 16th, 2008

my favorite song.

Jane says
I'm done with Sergio
He treats me like a ragdoll
She hides
The television
Says I don't owe him nothing,
But if he comes back again
Tell him to wait right here for me
Or just
Try again tomorrow
I'm gonna kick tomorrow
Gonna kick tomorrow

Jane says
Have you seen my wig around?
I feel naked without it
She knows
They all want her to go
But that's O.K. man
She dont like them anyway
Jane says
She's goin away to spain
When she gets my money saved
I'm gonna start tomorrow
I'm gonna kick tomorrow
Gonna kick tomorrow

She gets mad
Starts to cry
She takes a swing but
She cant hit
She don't mean no harm
She just don't know
What else to do about it

Jane goes
To the store at 8:00
She walk up on St. Andrews
She waits
And gets her dinner there
She pulls her dinner
From her pocket
Jane says
I've never been in love
I don't know what it is
Only knows if someone wants her
I want them if they want me
I only know they want me

She gets mad
And she starts to cry
She takes a swing man
She cant hit!
She don't mean no harm
She just dont know
What else to do about it

Jane says
Jane says

Dec. 12th, 2008

(no subject)

no power, parcheesi and uno, anxiety attack, getting stuck in my driveway, getting stuck half in the sun deck half in 302, coinstar.
oh, what a day.

Dec. 7th, 2008

horoscope

You shouldn't take anything or anyone too seriously right now -- take things slower.
If it feels like you're being rushed, then you may need to snarl or otherwise let the world know that you need to go at your own pace. That might be hard, but you should manage to work something out.

Dec. 6th, 2008

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Staring out the window
As the world goes by
The hours pass too slow
Thinking back to the time
Before when this dream was
Just a vision in my head
I hate the fact that I have to leave
But I know if I don't I never will
It's time to move on, I have to move on

I know I'm not prepared for a life
That keeps me far from home
But I know if I just sit there,
I'll never find out who I am

Staring out the window
A whole new world's outside
I'm waiting by the phone
I need to hear a familiar voice,
Encouragement to get me through this ride
I hate the face that I have to leave
But I know if I don't I never will
It's time to move on, I have to move on

Everything is different
I'm seeing things that
I've never seen before
So different

Nov. 16th, 2008

you're so damn hot

note to self:
no matter how much gas you don't have, do not go to a Gorham gas station.

fer real. why would i think that's a good idea.
whatev'.

on the other hand, i gots an english paper to write.

Oct. 27th, 2008

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Day one of the fast: not too bad i don't think. I have a head ache, but I just took a vitamin so hopefully it'll be better in the AM.

Oct. 18th, 2008

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my mouth is bleeding.
i have a head ache,
and my tongue is disgusting.
i am not very swollen, which is good.
i can spit OR swallow so any amount of saliva i accumulate has to be pocketed in my mouth
or i just spit anyway
my wrist is sore due to the IV.
and i have a crap load of homework to complete.
maybe i'll start on that before i fall asleep again.

OH and i still can't open my mouth.

Oct. 10th, 2008

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baby tonight?

Sep. 3rd, 2008

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It's important to stay on your toes, now. Stay sharp by having a healthy breakfast.

WHAT KIND OF HOROSCOPE IS THAT?
too bad i didn't have a breakfast this morning.

Aug. 25th, 2008

You do what you love, and fuck the rest

There's two kinds of people in this world, there's winners and there's losers. Okay, you know what the difference is?
Winners don't give up.





so what? i just had a little miss sunshine movie time to remind me how much i love that movie.

Aug. 19th, 2008

(no subject)

I'M DONE.
here's to happiness.

Aug. 2nd, 2008

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so the weekend of the 15th i'm traveling to massachusetts by myself?
oh.

Aug. 1st, 2008

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stop playing games.
do you like me or not?
i'm willing to forgive you.
just stop ignoring me.

Jul. 23rd, 2008

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why do i worry about every little thing. there is no need for this!

Jul. 20th, 2008

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I think I'll go home and mull this over
Before I cram it down my throat
At long last it's crashed, this colossal mass
Has broken up into bits in my moat.

lift the mattress off the floor
Walk the cramps off
Go meander in the cold
Hail to your dark skin
Hiding the fact you're dead again
Underneath the power lines seeking shade
Far above our heads are the icy heights that contain all reason

It's a luscious mix of words and tricks
That let us bet when you know we should fold
On rocks I dreamt of where we'd stepped
And all the whole mess of roads we're now on.

Hold your glass up, hold it in
Never betray the way you've always known it is.
One day I'll be wondering how
I got so old just wondering how
I never got cold wearing nothing in the snow.

This is way beyond my remote concern
Of being condescending

All these squawking birds won't quit.
Building nothing, laying bricks.

Hold your glass up, hold it in
Never betray the way you've always known it is.
One day I'll be wondering how
I got so old just wondering how
I never got cold wearing nothing in the snow.

This is way beyond my remote concern
Of being condescending

All these squawking birds won't quit.
Building nothing, laying bricks.

(no subject)

i'm chill.

Jun. 30th, 2008

(no subject)

me and luke are officially kaput.
new boy new boy new boy new boy new boy.
we'll see what happens.

i feel like there's always a new boy.
and nothing ever happens.
whatev', i'm goin' with the flow on this one.

Jun. 28th, 2008

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=]
happy day.

(no subject)

i'm going to the gym!
then hanging out with jason!
i want to stop by mariah's party!
it's gunna rain!
yeah yeah yeaaah.

Jun. 9th, 2008

(no subject)

WAIT.
FOR REAL THIS TIME?
NO JOKE?
NO TURNING BACK?
DON'T LIE TO ME AGAIN.
YOU BEST BE FOR SERIOUS.
I DON'T THINK I'LL BE ABLE TO TOLERATE YOUR INDECISIVE MIND MUCH LONGER.

Jun. 3rd, 2008

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school, i hate you.

May. 23rd, 2008

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
no more appendix for me.

May. 20th, 2008

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no one likes me.

okay, so i know that's probably not true.
but why can't i stop thinking it.
i dont know what my problem is.
but it seems like everything falls apart and i lose.
i wish i could stop everything.
i probably sound ridiculous, but its how i feel.
and i can't tell anyone about it because i hate being a burden in people's lives.
and i always end up doing that.
so hey, lets just LJ it.
i'm ridiculous.

my mom is making me a DRs appointment to get some birth control to stop the incessant depression and illness that overwhelms me every month.
i hope it works because feeling this way sucks.
and i am starting to make myself nervous.

May. 19th, 2008

(no subject)

i just need a happy day.
just one.
i can't take this crap anymore.

May. 18th, 2008

(no subject)

well, i am glad i didnt say yes.
i would have gotten screwed.
again.

May. 17th, 2008

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i kinda wish i just said yes.
it'll come around again i'm sure.

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